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[tomomichi]

The first two drafts of this post were somewhat middle of the road wanky. I was whining at anxietygrrl with my half-assed post and she said, "You need to just go all out balls-to-the-wall with your wank one of these days."

So. *deep breath*

I am fucking SICK AND TIRED of the goddamned Prince of Tennis fandom because people cannot be fucking considerate or have such huge fucking chips on their shoulders they've turned themselves into fucking martyrs or they're just completely lacking in any sort of basic human decency. I mean, I LOVED this series with all of my HEART AND SOUL and certain factions within the fandom are RUINING IT, completely and utterly TARNISHING my love for this series! And that makes me SO FUCKING MAD that I could just... just... just kick small puppies or something! *rages*

And I've tried my DAMNDEST to be polite and helpful and tolerant, but I can't keep getting sand thrown in my face day after day and so I am going to take my fucking ball and GO HOME. Or at least part of my ball. OTHER sections of the fandom have been really nice and I like promoting them as much as I can, but there are other sections (namely the TezuAto fandom that, despite the influx of SOME new--and wonderfully darling--blood has become a raging cesspool of intolerance and hate and all things that make me RUN from a pairing because, dammit, I want to SPARKLE over the things I love, not rage and snarl at other factions) that make me INSANE and thus I want absolutely no association with them anymore. All TezuAto links have been CULLED FROM THE SITE! I want absolutely no assiciation between myself and them EVER AGAIN!

I hope you're all happy. What could have been something grand and glorious has turned into fucking ASHES because of the way you handled things. No, on second thought, I hope you're NOT happy because you've certainly made ME unhappy. I hope you all burn in hell. And I almost NEVER say that, certainly not in public, but THAT'S HOW FAR YOU'VE PUSHED ME.

Oh, and Fleeting Fancies has been updated! ^_^v






Amanda: Fandom people have what I like to call Internet Aspberger's. They miss the obvious social cues.

Is it any wonder I love and adore her?

Comments

[beckymarie.livejournal.com]

I... don't want to leave you with the impression that I'm secretly simmering in hatred/irritation behind your back. Or that you were involved in my motivation for this post. Because you weren't and I'm not mad at you or ANYTHING like that. *glomps and snuggles* Beyond that, perhaps a public LJ post isn't the best place to discuss this, maybe over e-mail or something?

[chocolate_chip.livejournal.com]

*clings and breathes a big sigh of relief* I've just been extremely paranoid lately. Yes, I have issues. -_- But if you'd like to discuss anything at all over e-mail or IM or what have you, I'd be more than happy. This fandom's distinct fear of having an honest discussion about anything is starting to make my brain atrophy.

*skips off to watch MaruMa 8 with a lightened heart (and less queasy stomach)*

[beckymarie.livejournal.com]

Well, generally, I think at this point, we're good enough friends to tell each other directly if something bothers us, rather than going around with thinly veiled attempts to snark at each other, eh? ^_~ If I have a problem with something you've said, I'll take it directly to you. Though, I can certainly understand the fandom's fear of honest discussion because a good number of the times I've tried have resulted in... ahhh... less than stellar results because a lot of people just don't want--ahhhh, I was about to stick my hand down my pants even further, so I'll shut up. XD

Instead I'll comment that I stared at your icon for about five seconds going, "Catcher... pitcher... catcher... pitcher... ca--*LOL!!* Bwahahahaha, best... icon... ever...." XD

[chocolate_chip.livejournal.com]

XDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

*glomps and squeezes* I'm glad you feel that way. Because our full-frontal snark play-wank is so much more fun and beautiful. And I do so wish people would stop tiptoeing around and say something once in a while. I mean, after the first explosion or two, I'm generally a nice and reasonable person. Of course.... *remembers the last time someone tried to disagree reasonably in this fandom* Then again, maybe it's better to just hide under a nice cool rock.

And have some kitties. Kitties WILL make you feel better.

[tomomichi.livejournal.com]

I do think people take things too seriously--even the people who SAY they don't take things too seriously. And I'd rather be open and honest about things, but when so many people are so touchy and don't want to hear it... well, it's hard. Thankfully, there are a lot more people out there who are more upbeat about fandom and make us forget about the wank while we hide under our nice, cool rocks.

With KITTIES! KITTIES KITTIES KITTIES! I love kitties. And pictures of kitties. I can't get enough of kitties. *smooshie-hugs the kitties and Emily-chan*

[chocolate_chip.livejournal.com]

Hee hee.... I take things too seriously, but at least I never claimed not to. ^^;;

And I was going to spam you with kittens, but this is the only other pic I had on my HD... I could have sworn there were more.... ;-;

[beckymarie.livejournal.com]

I probably take things too seriously sometimes, too. So I must mock to balance it out! Yes! That explains this whole thing! ^_~

..........awwwww! KITTY! KITTY KITTY KITTY! KITTY ASLEEP ON THE BALL OF YARN! AND ALL TANGLED UP IN IT! I LOVE KITTIES! *gushes*