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[tomomichi]

The first two drafts of this post were somewhat middle of the road wanky. I was whining at anxietygrrl with my half-assed post and she said, "You need to just go all out balls-to-the-wall with your wank one of these days."

So. *deep breath*

I am fucking SICK AND TIRED of the goddamned Prince of Tennis fandom because people cannot be fucking considerate or have such huge fucking chips on their shoulders they've turned themselves into fucking martyrs or they're just completely lacking in any sort of basic human decency. I mean, I LOVED this series with all of my HEART AND SOUL and certain factions within the fandom are RUINING IT, completely and utterly TARNISHING my love for this series! And that makes me SO FUCKING MAD that I could just... just... just kick small puppies or something! *rages*

And I've tried my DAMNDEST to be polite and helpful and tolerant, but I can't keep getting sand thrown in my face day after day and so I am going to take my fucking ball and GO HOME. Or at least part of my ball. OTHER sections of the fandom have been really nice and I like promoting them as much as I can, but there are other sections (namely the TezuAto fandom that, despite the influx of SOME new--and wonderfully darling--blood has become a raging cesspool of intolerance and hate and all things that make me RUN from a pairing because, dammit, I want to SPARKLE over the things I love, not rage and snarl at other factions) that make me INSANE and thus I want absolutely no association with them anymore. All TezuAto links have been CULLED FROM THE SITE! I want absolutely no assiciation between myself and them EVER AGAIN!

I hope you're all happy. What could have been something grand and glorious has turned into fucking ASHES because of the way you handled things. No, on second thought, I hope you're NOT happy because you've certainly made ME unhappy. I hope you all burn in hell. And I almost NEVER say that, certainly not in public, but THAT'S HOW FAR YOU'VE PUSHED ME.

Oh, and Fleeting Fancies has been updated! ^_^v






Amanda: Fandom people have what I like to call Internet Aspberger's. They miss the obvious social cues.

Is it any wonder I love and adore her?

Comments

[lazulisong.livejournal.com]

...aw, dammit. T_T I will lend you the Idiot Smiter. Ignore the idiots, they like attention.

...although wankery of that sort was pretty much why I left CCS fandom. o_oa

[chocolate_chip.livejournal.com]

Nyu? ;-; I hope I didn't have anything to do with this.... I mean, I did say something recently, but I tried to make it clear that my comment was only about certain people and not that part of the fandom as a whole......

*paranoid*

[startredder.livejournal.com]

I offer you a hug, even if you are my arch-nemesis, because inconsiderate people ruining things you love sucks mightily. It's good to get it out, though. Otherwise you'd explode, and there'd be Becky brains all over the walls, and that would just suck.

. . . I'm not being too convincing with the sympathy here, am I? ~hugs~ May you find new sparklies to sooth your wounds.

[amamiyarin.livejournal.com]

... can I... know what's been going on? Because... you know, I've tried to distance myself away from the fandom as far as I can. ^^;;;

And as a ZukaAto, this makes me really sad... *tries to pull Becky again* Wah...

[sharona1x2.livejournal.com]

Your post makes me very glad I made ToriShishiHiyo my focus. I came to this fandom to get away from the pairing competitiveness of my last fandom.

*hugs and best wishes*

[rondaview.livejournal.com]

Relative newbie to PoT fandom, but -

Why the TezuAto faction? Why? That is so inconvenient because nnngh IT IS SO MY OTP ;___; and I take my cue from your recs site and why do they have to be the way they are and what did they do and most importantly why am I so curious about what's happened? ("a lot of people are happily into the fandom and never see even a HINT of wank." one said person would be me. which i'm thankful for, but. curiousity killed the cat & etc, that kind of thing.)

...What is this, a pairings war? I've...never really been into *into* fandom in that snarling and blood and hair-tearing is a common sight, but...I can't understand how things could get so serious. From a casual fan's standpoint, even from a massively In Love With TezuAto Shipper's standpoint - are they, what, huddling in corners and hissing, "Oh, my, God, Betty, just look at that TezuFuji/Atoji/TezuRyoFuji/AtoOshi/AtoKabaji/Ato-everyone/etcinfinity fan and what she's writing/drawing and !!! how dare they pair our preciousss Ore-sama off with anyone else etc" and so on and so forth? Wottheheck? Because if they do, why? Isn't that a completely illogical and a waste of time to boot? Dude. Where's the love? ?______?

(To be fair, on the first readthrough I thought you really were, uh, serious. "ASHES" and "BURN IN HELL" and all that aside. I was wondering at that "^___^V" face at the end though, it seemed so out of place. XDDD)

[aishuu.livejournal.com]

I'm trying to work on Death Note ficcie?

^^;; Hope I wasn't one of those who set you off, hope we can find a place to play together peacefully.

[jennifier-d.livejournal.com]

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Becky. I want to talk to you. Like, now. (And if it is me who has part-take in the upsetting you bit, please feel free to throw something at my head. That said, and although asking you that question here isn't exactly the smartest thing to do now, but do you still want your gift fic? Or would you like another pairing? I really want to write something for you... ;_;)